Wardrobe Diaries

Transition

There is so much I want to say but I don’t know how to say it. I’m in a moment of transition here on FabAve – I don’t want to call it quits but currently I’m blogging out of habit. I feel like I haven’t really shared anything with you all the past few months, but I can’t seem to find the time to be forth coming with the things going on behind the scenes. It’s not like I have much going on, however I am a wife, a mother and I have a full time job, so the blog is what’s naturally going to be the first to suffer.

I have these grands plans for Fabulously Average. A possible new name, a blog redesign and a redirection back to what it once was. I loved sharing both the style and life aspect of myself here on the blog, but somewhere along the way I got sucked up in the hype of blogging. The numbers, the exposure, just all the bullshit. And you wanna know what, all that bullshit brings me down. It has me second guessing the blog, second guessing myself and, more embarrassingly, has me second guessing my life. And as a grown, 30 year old woman, that’s ridiculous. Ain’t nobody have time for that.

But I love this space. And while I’m meh about what it’s become, I’m not ready to step away. Don’t get me wrong, the content that I have been sharing is something that I’m about 85% proud of. But it’s empty – it’s missing something. I want to find that missing spark! So please bear with me as I try to find my voice again and redefine what I want to get out of blogging. The bullshit I mentioned earlier, I start leaving that at the door. I promise!